[x]

deviantART

 
About Me Member Mad Scientist Alice16/Female/New Zealand Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
Not Subscribed
Statistics 248 Deviations
26,397 Comments
43,509 Pageviews

deviantID

I'M GUNNA EAT YOUR SOCKS >8[

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Wellington
  • Favourite movie: Pixars, Iron Giant, Gone In Sixty Seconds, Edward Scissorhands, Aladdin, A Goofy Movie, GroundhogDay
  • Favourite band or musician: SOAD, Pink Floyd, Queen, Serj Tankian, The Prodigy, Vivaldi
  • Favourite artist: Colleen Doran, Dillon Naylor, Jim Davis, Johen Vasquez, Rob Gonsalves, my bro, my dad, my friends
  • Favourite game: Halo trilogy
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: GIR, Wingo, Ramone, Bender, The Arbiter, WALL-E
  • Personal Quote: "Music is like candy: you throw away the rappers." // "Neato!"

"What's happened to the old you?"

Tue Jun 30, 2009, 9:35 PM
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: myself complain
  • Reading: these words
  • Watching: the screen
That's what my brother said to me.
The only response I could think of was... "I don't know."

Because I honestly don't know why I don't know to smile or laugh anymore. :( If I'm talking to you over MSN or dA, I may seem happy. I guess I probably am, since I love this site and you guys and the art on here. But in real life, my smile is gone and I don't laugh, I only chuckle (perhaps dishonestly) and I know I should be having fun but half of me doesn't want to have fun, it wants me to sit here and sulk.

I never used to be like this. I used to be happy - nay, I used to FEEL happy.

Is it because my friends are gone? Is it because I've lost one of them? Is it because the symptoms of my glandular fever are still around, or I might still have it after all these months? Is it just because of the stress of schoolwork, or the fact that I can't finish whatever I draw, or being unable to play the piano? What is the matter with me? I hate this... so much.


In other news, I choked (not literally) in my piano performance for Music today and I walked out in the middle of it. I get to try again next term. Yay for me.


</whinge>

deviantART Notice

[x]

Comments


BRB DROOLING OVER THE AWESOME OF YOUR GALLERY.

--
[link] <- this just oozes awesome.

I'm Skyfire in the G1 Crew on DA

If you can read this, I somehow got out of the straightjacket!
UM OKAY? 8D;; DURR HURR THANKS FOR THE WATCH :heart:

--
๏_๏
:D YOU ARE VERREH WELCOME.

--
[link] <- this just oozes awesome.

I'm Skyfire in the G1 Crew on DA

If you can read this, I somehow got out of the straightjacket!
I dig your style of drawing people ^_^ *watches*

--
If it involves bipedal canines, I'm all for it!
Baww thanks! :hug:

--
๏_๏
NP! A pleasure ^_^

--
If it involves bipedal canines, I'm all for it!
AGHFJKSD THANKS FOR THE :+fav: :o

--
I believe in Jesus Christ my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it then copy and paste this in your sig.
--
Screw the rest, just look at some Einstein qoutes: [link]
AGJJFKSDG YOU'RE WELCOME :noes:

--
๏_๏

Site Map